I remember a very strong feeling when I brought Quinn home, "Someone is missing. I'm supposed to have two babies." I think part of what generated this thought was guilt.
From the start of Quinn's life, I was realistic about that fact that there would never be as many pictures or writings or keepsakes for the rest of my babies. I was worried I would never get to experience the first rollover again because I would never really care again. I new I would love my next baby as much, but I just knew it would be different. That really bothered me, and I think it made me wish I had at least my first two babies at once.
I don't have that guilt or that constant feeling anymore. I am just excited to have McKenna join us whenever the time is right.
And I wonder where those thoughts went because I am already excited for McKenna to rolloever. I've got my camera ready.
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