Thoughts from Mom: 2 weeks 'till lift off

Hi Baby,

When are you coming? I miss you. Quinn is going to think it is all a big joke if you do not come soon. She kinds of gets it, but that could all fall apart if you make us wait much longer.

After they told me I was dilated to a 3, I kind of stopped contracting as much. But you are still moving like crazy. Most of the time I have your back and butt on one side of my belly. I like this because it reminds me that you are a little person, lopsided and real. And so am I. Quinn likes to feel my belly, too. I normally put her hands on my tummy when you are pushing and making it hard in there. She thinks that is funny, and she gives you hugs and kisses.

Quinn already knows that the baby's room is "McKenna's Room." I try to keep her out because that is your space, and I want it to be just right for you. Today I have got to get out your mobile and your swing. But again, I want them to be yours, and the minute I get out that swing, Quinn is going to get all up in it and break it. I guess it is better to get that out of her system now rather than when you are in it, right?

I have been wondering what you will look like. I love a Fellow baby, so if you look just like Quinn and all the rest, that is fine with me. But I picture you will dark hair and a MacAllister spark. I tell people I think you are going to be a mover and a shaker and maybe more strong willed than Quinn, but really I think you'll be an angel. I can't wait to hold you and kiss you.

You should come out. It feels safe here. You are going to like it. Daddy's car broke down yesterday, so you, me and Quinn are stuck here at the house until after you come. Don't tell: but I love it. It feels safe and warm. Knowing that I can't leave or shop or get to a friend's house makes the house feel ready. It makes me feel ready. No more errands. It's time for McKenna now.

I'm not exactly ready. I'm ready for you, that is. But I still don't have a lot of plans for Quinn. I don't have a bag packed. My camera is not charged, and we are running out of milk. But I am just going to sit here most of the day and wait. Join us anytime, my love.